Bittersweet Life...

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

so, my first paper's later today. in abt 7 hours. honestly, i dunt feel confident. honestly, i dont care. honestly, i know i can do it. i dunno la.

im still damn bloody awake. i dunno y. i dunno wat drove me to stay awake this long while studying. it's been quite a very long while since i did this. staying up this late just to study.

and im kinda driven to do a wake-a-thon, or watever u call it. like wat dila's doin, i wanna try not sleeping. gosh. i feel half zombified already. i only wished i was at NPCC camp with as'ad and the gang... coz i feel really hyper rite now. coz im blogging.

soccer fever is on, i guess. yiippie.

im amazed tt im awake at this hr, studying. yes. i have to repeat tt. i think it's kinda good, coz im kinda afraid to sleep. i've been having this dreams tt felt so damn real. as cliche as it sounds, it's true. never have i had a dream that felt so real, that when i woke up in the middle of the nite, i cried that it was just a dream. everything felt so real-life. the words. the touch. the gestures. the person. i wish i could show it, but i dunno how. i damn wish tt the dream would come true. or at least, be close to that. oh, how i wish.

gonna study some more.. see if i have time to sleep or not. btw, this first paper is 3 hrs long. like u NEED to know. ughh. watever.

nites. morning, darls.

ta~

Smashed into pieces at 1/30/2007 02:56:00 AM